Moving

of recent its getting clearer to me what is it that im attached to. once again letting go so to speak isnt easy but its something i continuously have to learn and relearn i wonder why. i wanna wish it gets easier but knowing the stronger im attached to something the harder it becomes its clear thats just wishful thinking. its getting me down but i gotta stop it. it hurts yes but i cannot allow it to paralyse me. lets keep moving. perhaps its a test of my resolve. ive nvr really tested it and ive always been easily swayed lets see how this goes.